Back to our past together...
After while Piseth get a phone call and leave both of us to meet someone else. It is really awake to stay with Rotha face to face this time, and he himself may be feel like this too that why he keep drinking his beer for a few class more.
While I was to finished my last class of beer, Rotha looks to me with his little smile.
"What? why do you smile like that?"
"Nothing much! I was thinking about our past 8 years ago."
"Hmm..." I have nothing to said more when he started it. He looked to his class and continue his speech.
"Back then, we are really matching together as well. All of our class mate always want us to be together for all. They happy with us really much. But we still couldn't keep our relationship."
"Hmm...I know! It was really sad. But when the time pass, we are fine right now. Don't think to much because if we looks back then, we were so young and all what we did is under our control either."
"Did you hurt by me?" Rotha asked me with his warm look.
"Hasha...Do you believe me if said that I didn't hurt?"
"No, no one could not hurt after broken. Even I am a boy I still hurt by breaking with you."
"Did you hurt so much or what?"
"It was not much as when you keep me away. Hmm...It was really hurt when I saw you with the other boys, not me. It was hurt a lot when you don't answer my phone call, and it was more hurt when you ignore me for a day, a week, a month...It was totally hurt to feel I am nothing to you."
"Don't you think I was hurt the same?" I ask him back when he looked so sad with our past.
"I even more hurt after broken up with you. I could not sleep or laugh while I was not like that before. Even my grade was low than I expect. I could say that I had have a hard time back then. I totally hurt as much as you. But I want to tell you one thing..."
"What is it about?"
"About a boy you saw in 8year ago. As I had told you, we just had a meeting but the other friends- they went to buy us some snake. You are misunderstand me. You didn't believe me. It is really hurt."
"If it was true why did you said to broken up with me?"
"...I was tired too. I though you just want to push me a way, you didn't need me anymore that why you said those words to me. I feel hurt so much...and I could not keep those feeling anymore..."
"hm....That was really crazy!" after saying something like that he take a can of beer to drink with sadly face.
"let's it go...Don't think to much! Because the time I had have with you, it was really amazing. Don't you think so?...I still really wonder why you chose me as your girlfriend?"
"hasha...why? Don't you know yourself?"
"Obviously No! If I know it why should I ask you right now?"
"Hasha...because you seems silly!"
"Was I silly? Don't joking around!"
"I said the truth! I was really wonder what on the earth are you, why was you really silly and naive?...You were also kind to everybody. Even they didn't like you but you still try your best to be a good class monitor. After that I keep my eye on you, I just want to see how much you could deal with trouble maker? How could you do if you have a hard time? But it was not really happy to see you meet some trouble. Then..."
"You falling for me?"
"Yes...I falling for you when we stared studied as a group because you always tried and make me feel fresh all time to franking you."
"...So rude! Don't you think I feel terrible? You may be didn't know that I want to kill you sometime because you always bully me..."
"It was because of love or jealously...You always walk with Piseth, while I help you a lot in studying. Don't you think I feel jealous of this case?"
"No! You always said you feel so tired to have a group member as me that why I keep my attention from you...It is really funny right? But how could we end up as a couple?"
"It was should be when I tried to match you with Piseth or whatever? I thought that you crushed on Piseth that why I take this point to get interesting from you"
"Hahhh! I remembered it! I was really angry because I didn't think anything else with Piseth for a little but you so annoyed me by keep as me whether I loved Pesith...you little brat!"
"hasha...Because you are too close to him. That is not only me who though like that but our classmate thought it the same to me. You seems to be kind to him to much."
"I treat him like that because he was my oldest friends since primary school. How could I stop taking care of him?"
"....It so funny! but when you falling for me?" at this time Rotha ask me back with his lovely smile that remain me the time I though I fall for him.
"when you keep part from me..."
"when?"
"when you argue with Pesith. I just don't know what was happen, but I immediately stand Pesith side that why you angry with me and keep me a part. Since than I though about you a lot and find out that I falling for you."
"Ohhh...should I do this again right now?" for his question just make me silent and look to his eyes to find if he trying to make fun of me.
"should I do this again right now?" I didn't know you really meant it or whatever, but the time I have with you it was really amazing enough to make my heart fluting again.
Wait for final part!
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